There's more ! Layouts that is .....

Didn't realise how many I had made in the last month, couple not too happy with but hey ho, no one sees them except me basically, and I scrap for me and no one else.  I would love to be able to scrap like some do with lots of different quotes etc and flowers and directional arrows etc, but some of their photo's seem so 'staged' just to make a layout it doesn't seem genuine scrapping, if that makes any sense whatsoever.  Anyhoo here they are:

Oh and Yes disappointed with blood results - very much so !

having come off my cholesterol simvastatin and was so happy to be off it - my points had gone down from 7.7 to 4.7 - now back up to 5.7 !!!! so the doctor said it looks like it runs in the family and that i need that 20mg tablet...... so back on them.

AND my bloods were down from 64 to 52 after 6 weeks and then 44 after 3 months - was happy - really wanted them to be down to 39 to 40 when I got my retest last week but alas it had gone up by one point.  Good news was that the doctor said that AS I had maintained (sort of) over the last 3 months then I could drop a metformin tablet.  So i am only on 1 tablet metformin a day and 1 20 mg simvastatin tablet for cholesterol.  It's not the results I wanted.

I vowed after getting the results that I would be exceptionally good now for 3 months and lost another half a stone and get back off the cholesterol tablet and off that last metformin tablet, but I have been quite awful where food is concerned and although still exercising been doing half hour at the gym instead of an hour and 15 mins trampolining instead of 30 mins etc, and looking after luna i really don't get the time to do the amount of exercise I used to do when she was a baby and slept a lot of the day.  Now she does not sleep hardly at all, and it's so difficult to get the exercise in.  However I am averaging 10,000 steps plus plus plus per day, so I'm so much more active than I ever was. 

Ah well, I've giving it my best shot and WILL NOT give up trying.  I want to be 10.5 (9lbs to lose) by middle of August and WOW those results again and get off these bloody tablets. Challenge set.

I have a holiday in two weeks time I really want to lose 4lb's by then to wear my size 12 trousers as they are at the moment quite tight and I will, no doubt eat more on holiday so won't be able to wear them on my hols at this rate.  FINGERS CROSSED and stop being so bloody stupid Gill x

Have been crafting and a lot of looking after Lunapants

cant believe I've really got back in to scrapping x loving it, but costing a fortune buying new craft stuff all the time again.  but LOVING IT, oh I already said that.  ha ha x

Keir and ali ????

Last weekend they seemed that the troubles were over, ?? ..... I don't know.  Keir still being a bit cagey then tells me that it is Ali who is burying her head in her phone and not talking to him.  I hope they can work things out, I really do.

I am so deeply upset

I think Keir and Ali are coming to an end, all because of a girl at Keirs work,,,,,he cannot see that every relationship has it's difficulties and he's being very stubborn and selfish, but Ali buries her head in her phone and makes it look as if she doesn't care, but we know that she does.  I have cried all weekend and I don't know what to do, I know there is nothing I can do, if he goes off with this girl then I won;t be very happy with him at all, it will cause no end of troubles with Luna and him having visiting - my mind is going around in circles.  I've gone from a very happy person to being eaten up in side and I cannot stop crying.  I want them to stay together.  I will be desperately unhappy if he goes off with this girl and walks away from this relationship as he did with Olivia.  I love Ali as a daughter, I won;'t know what to do if it happens.  God I hope things work out OK.