AND I'M STILL THE SAME

well whoop whoop to that because I have eaten badly a few days a week and then back on a kind of plan to try to keep my diabetes points down etc - so I stay between 10.13 and 11 stone.  11 stone again this morning.  Will try and have a lean day to be 10.13 in the morning again.

It is so hard.

Less than two weeks to my next blood tests.  BUT I am of the mind now that I eat and exercise (a lot) so it's got to be better for me than not doing anything.  I had got my points down to 44 from 64 and I'm off simvastatin which is wonderful.  So hey ho - what IS   'IS'  nothing more I can do but keep on keeping on. 

But it is so hard.

I don't mind the exercising at all - although I find time is a nightmare - having Luna 3 days one week and two days the next is really restrictive for me.  BUT she is wonderful.  It has meant though that with everything else I have to do I find it hard to go to the gym 3 times a week.  so I may start going on a Sunday, Tuesday and Friday.  rather than Monday nights which is ALWAYS mega busy.

How could I not look after such a little cutie, beautiful little girl as my darling GD Luna x x x  always love you Luna even though no one sees this blog.