Thursday, 8 December 2016

In January 2016...................

Henny and Margeet on the Netherlands Inchies Group were arranging to do a book each month of 10 inchies themed for the month and show each other on 15th of the month what they had come up with - well we all got involved and so each 15th of the month we showed our 10 inchies with the theme.

January - Winter
February - Valentine (of course)
March - Afternoon Tea
April - Flowers
May Animals.
June - Stamping
July - Summer-time
August - The Best of Holland/Brittain
September - Magazines/Media
October - Halloween (of course)
November - Black and White
December - Whatever happens in December !

here are mine - still need to make the front and back covers but doubt that will EVER be done.

New book starts on 15th December for January upload.

Monday, 5 December 2016

Monday I got Friday on my mind !

Can't wait until Christmas to have a week off work, I know I only do 3 hours a day but it's so bloody miserable working in that fucking office.

Monday morning and I am already fed up knowing I am prepping again and that they will have left loads for me to do in those 3 hours.  I wish I could pack up work, but know that my £600 a month helps considerably, although I could cut down drastically if I didn't have it, however, my wrist and thumb are hurting again and so I couldn't do my reflexology.  Fate has a habit of giving us lots of twists and turns.

Anyway, better get showered I supposed and get my arse to work as it's now 8 oclock and I should be drying my hair let alone sitting on this bloody computer typing away/

Key at shop for 3 days !  -  bloody iced up big time out there too.

good news is that Keir and Ali did the baby nursery and it looks good already.  I worry though she is doing too much being 7.5 months pregnant.

love their house too - wish I was settled in a little house like this too, hardly any cleaning and basic and keep everything to a minimum.

Saturday, 3 December 2016

Feeling Christmasy

So we went shopping at the Fort shopping centre in Birmingham................ got there early and it was GREAT .............. everything just seemed to gel and we managed to buy quite a bit which we needed as Christmas presents.  Korin has bought me some lovely boots can't wait to be able to wear them.  Got all of Korins and part of Keys and know what we are getting Keir and Ali and that is all we buy, so nothing to worry about at all.

Then we came home for a quick sarnie and then took Benny to Paw Pounders - OMG he loved being off the lead he looked like a proper sheep dog and ran and ran and ran - he LOVED LOVED LOVED it and we loved being there with him, it was quite emotional.

The Mr Benny Boo Boo 

Friday, 2 December 2016

Friday night and not everything is OK

Every Friday afternoon Marian and I would have an hour long chat - or thereabouts.  Obviously that isn't going to be ever again and I must admit I missed the chat this afternoon.  I will not be sad, she is the liar and untrustworthy.  Love and hate are so closely linked and at this moment in time I really hate her for what she has done.

Thursday, 1 December 2016

I really have got to got to got to lose some weight

Felt really big although I wasn't according to the scales.

Feel better for being less negative without Marian in my life, I didn't realise what a loser she was all those years and all that moaning to me making me feel negative every bloody day, she had a sad life - not a bad life, but a sad life being married to that bastard - well two bastards together eh.

1st December, in the past I have lost 6lb's in one week on Slimming world the week before Christmas so I could if I really tried lose 8 - 10lb's before Christmas if I just stuck at it properly.  Got to try so hard.

Denise came over today to work.  I rang that woman every other day after her partner died and she always said I will ring you and she never did ..................... and again I would ring her to make sure she was OK.  Why do I give people so many chances ????  NO MORE.  She said again, I will ring you Yeah Yeah Yeah - I'm NOT ringing her she can go spin on it.

No more chances for people who treat me like shit.

Tuesday, 29 November 2016

Marian OMG you are a Bastard

so so sorry for the Bastard 'bit' .......

my cousin and I would have said a few years ago my best no longer in my life.

I'm not sad  - I'm more angry.  But I suppose that I think that she will never be in my life again because of her lies does sadden me a little.

We had been best friends/cousins more like sisters for 25 + years and no longer will that be, I won't be able to forgive her NEVER.

Goodbye Marian

nearly the end of November - Christmas here we come

I have very little enthusiasm for Christmas this year.  Sad to say.

But the good news is that Kier and Alison have moved into their little house -and they've got it looking like home within a few days - fantastic.  Only problem is that they needed to borrow a further £1300 to get in there and although we let them have the money it's been difficult for us as we have spent such a lot of money this year on various things and our bank balances are very low.  So New Year we will have to tighten our belts.

I am so happy they are happy though

My poor daughter is having difficulties with 'so called friends' - friends that only really want her when they NEED her and when she needs people they don't want to know.

I really wish you could go and buy best friends from best friends shops.  I'd probably buy myself a couple at the same time.

my reflexology has gone down the pan again as my thumb was so bad, although I haven't piled on the pounds and have remained the same my shape has changed drastically and my stomach seems huge.

I feel tired every day....................hopefully just a blip in my diabetes, maybe.......hopefully nothing else.  I feel sad too.....................maybe because I am home by 12.30 pm and really have nothing to do in the afternoons apart from housework, I really need to get some decorating done again, i kinda gone off it after the wardrobes were fitted in my bedroom and the ensuite was finally finished.

AND I have lost my best friend ??????  in another post i will explain.